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| It's exhausting.. Houston, Calgary, High River, Vulcan, Calgary, Calgary, Calgary, Lethbridge, Vulcan, Calgary, Vulcan, Calgary, Vulcan, Calgary, etc. That is the itenerary. I am slumming it out at Foothills, where thankfully, after many tests, they think that it's NOT fatal, but rather something that only 1% of diabetics ever get. Phew. Still further testing, but I will take something serious and non-fatal thank you very much. They have taken care of my mother and well. I am wiped out. | | |
| Home. It's cold. Brrrr. Mom is not great. I know nothing anymore. Shrug, try to be strong and carry on. It's in His hands....everything. My mom's life, her future. My life, my future..... | | |
| Weather man said it’s gonna snow
By now I should be used to the cold
Mid-February shouldn’t be so scary
It was only December
I still remember the presents, the tree, you and me
But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you
Living alone here in this place
I think of you, and I’m not afraid
Your favorite records make me feel better
Cause you sing along
With every song
I know you didn’t mean to give them to me
But you went away
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you
It really sinks in, you know, when I see it in stone
Cause you went away,
How dare you?
I miss you
They say I’ll be OK
But I’m not going to ever get over you
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| This is not going to be a fun week at home for me. I have a feeling I will be slumming it out at Foothills or High River or whatever hospital my mother will be living in. Nothing like a week at Foothills! My mommy...... sigh...... Time to drink Abita Purple Haze and start packing...... Freezing temps here I come. Good bye 30 degrees that feels like 40 C. | | |
| So I figured wisdom would have me look at the forecast before I started packing......uh......Rain/snow Thursday? Come on Cowtown....give me a break. It's almost JUNE. This is exactly why moving there would be my living hell. My world now is 30's during the day and 20's at night. Snow to me right now is a four letter S swear word. Kinda the least of my worries. I left the office at 10pm trying to get my month end done so I can leave Tuesday. I love working till 10pm on weekends. At lesat people won't have to worry about me getting myself into mischief and tom foolery. Ha. As I did my work, I realized how hard it is going to be to leave wells. I really don't want to leave my wells, my asset, my guys, etc. I actually started crying. I am pretty miserable. What happens now? What next? There are so many things in my world that are up in the air right now I can barely think straight. I am so out of sorts. Badly out of sorts. I'm actually really glad to be going north for a bit (not for the circumstances...my heart is going to break when I see mom), so that at least I am away from....crap....for a little while. My nose is runny. This is bad. I am run down. Bad. But...I get to see my little niece soon!!! I need to get on that stupid plane and come home. | | |
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